I have loads to write!
So i will start of with the meet in manchester over a week ago, and do a skim of the week since then!
Friday night: Alt worship thing! it worked!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! people liked it!!!!!! woooohhooooooooooooo!
Saturday: Saw Claire, chatted a lot, had a play fight where claire’s reputation as quiet and shy went out of the window, and my reputation of nice calm un messed up friend went with it…we ended up a little bit hyper….Ruth and Gayle were there too, so we formed plans to sneak claire out, and threw the toy dog i gave to claire around and at each other…it was fun
she laughed!!!!!!!!!!!!!!(that’s always an achievement!)
Curry meet: Was great fun, i got lots of hugs…and teased ChrisT….i told him i knew something that he didn’t! and we had a conversation on the back of one of Stoo’s train tickets
it was insane but wonderful!
Sunday: Went to alt.worship (Sanctus1) with Stoo and JennyAnn, stayed over at Stoos……got phoned by ChrisT, got embarrased cos it was on Stoo’s phone….
Monday: Went home. Had argument cos ship people sent me money/credit. Mum was very angry, said i was beggin and being suicidal to get attention…which i’m not i may be posting to get comfort and (how do i put this?) strenght? will to live? i’m not sure which… but i’m not suicidal….i mean, i could just post and say i was with out being if i just wanted attention….
it’s confusing
So i got out and have spent the week with friends, S and M.
that’s all for now, i will write up my weekend soon 
hugs,
sophs